I'm one year older
minus one year of my total lifespan
one year more matured
gained a year
k enuff..
now im feeling pathethicly old, why
i havent reach all my goals set when i was young (emphasis on word young)
so many people has achieved their greatness before 23, now im 23 and still at the depth of my pit.
i know i fell down badly a few years ago and havent regained an ounce of what i did , but that'll be another story.
this is supposedly a joyous occasion.
God has let me experience another full year of life, yeah im pretty gratefull for it. Nothing so bad i cant fix happen, but nothing great either, i suppose i should be gratefull for it, for God didn't let anything so bad happen to me.
Well time to get back to reality and kick start myself so that maybe....just maybe.... that goal of mine can be achieved before 24...
oh man..even the word 24 .....made me feel so old. I started feeling nostalgic when i saw those JC or sec student pass, i was like that minus all hi tech gadget and handphone. I wasnt so much a tech geek back then, i didnt even know how to turn computer on, when i reach uni , that a diff thing..
oh well
time for me to moveon go on with life and hope for the best
GBU
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Monday, February 5, 2007
Dream
Did i read too much fantasy book ?!@!?
This time i really dream something strange, it looked like something that cameout of a movie.
I dreamt that i was in a farming community, digging ground, planting seed, watering them.
Then, someone i perceive as a friend whose face i couldnt remember after waking up, came at the back of a cart calling me (not too sure what i was called) asking me if i want to go to the town with her dad. Her dad was going to buy some supplies and she wanted to buy some personal articles. If i didnt want to go she also offered me her help buying me anystuff i want from town. I asked my dad, and he said it was fine. There i go riding at the back of the cart with her. Then it was a blur in my memory. Next thing i remember i was at a town, old western looking, people riding horses everwhere, an antique car here and there. She talked with him, and came asking me accompany her to a somesort of store. I remember there was a commercial fridge there and the store sells a lot of candy, and other stuff, but a lot of candy. Which was weird, considering an old western era shouldn't have modern fridge.
The sky went dark, people yelling, loud explosion, i dunk undertable with her and saw a tank passing with a lot of soldiers around it, with modern equipment...... Another tank came, yelling, gun shot. Then hear a loud voice saying, the town has been taken by something..something and all citizen should embrace new era. A soldier came in ....and that's when i woke up....
weird dream...
i think i read /watch too many fantasy.../ ...scifi.....
but certainly not the weirdest, considering i had a dream bout fairy not so long ago, which i might write one day.
Those weird dream are so vivid... i usually know it when it was a dream. And when i do know, i'd usually do weirdest thing possible, like running lightspeed, flying..but...those weird dream....
This time i really dream something strange, it looked like something that cameout of a movie.
I dreamt that i was in a farming community, digging ground, planting seed, watering them.
Then, someone i perceive as a friend whose face i couldnt remember after waking up, came at the back of a cart calling me (not too sure what i was called) asking me if i want to go to the town with her dad. Her dad was going to buy some supplies and she wanted to buy some personal articles. If i didnt want to go she also offered me her help buying me anystuff i want from town. I asked my dad, and he said it was fine. There i go riding at the back of the cart with her. Then it was a blur in my memory. Next thing i remember i was at a town, old western looking, people riding horses everwhere, an antique car here and there. She talked with him, and came asking me accompany her to a somesort of store. I remember there was a commercial fridge there and the store sells a lot of candy, and other stuff, but a lot of candy. Which was weird, considering an old western era shouldn't have modern fridge.
The sky went dark, people yelling, loud explosion, i dunk undertable with her and saw a tank passing with a lot of soldiers around it, with modern equipment...... Another tank came, yelling, gun shot. Then hear a loud voice saying, the town has been taken by something..something and all citizen should embrace new era. A soldier came in ....and that's when i woke up....
weird dream...
i think i read /watch too many fantasy.../ ...scifi.....
but certainly not the weirdest, considering i had a dream bout fairy not so long ago, which i might write one day.
Those weird dream are so vivid... i usually know it when it was a dream. And when i do know, i'd usually do weirdest thing possible, like running lightspeed, flying..but...those weird dream....
Saturday, February 3, 2007
Second toned down rant: another day
Another day....and here i'm 2nd post. I think i'm still hip about this blog thingy.
Home is flooded again. It's said the flood is 5 years cycle thing. Kinda sad, that i cant be there helping them moving things to higher ground.
I remember my first flood, during final exams. Had to study under candle light, but luckily they were cancelled. Even when they resumed, i had to balanced my self on chairs to get to the school's 2nd level.
(Reminiscing the past, i felt like a grumpy old man now)
Flood is always a bad thing, disrupt economy. Destroy things, makes buildings a little unsightly when water sep through the wall and leave its watermark, which can't be removed/washed unless with another coat of paint. Plus the flood stinks.
Rats swimming. Stray animals drowned.................. and thus................................
I remember after the first flood, there had been less stray cats meowing and lurking around my house.
I hope this blog can be saved. I'd sure want to read this 30-50 years later. I bet it would be fun. I had always remember stuff if my memory can be tickled. To this moment whenever i saw something related to past i'd always start imagine them.
Move on.
Anyone saw Friday Nights Lights (emphasis on Lights), football drama in Texas. Starred Kyle Chandler, Early Edition main actor. They are ok, fun to watch and infact kinda interesting to watch their characther development and how they react differently because of that. The bad thing is there's too much char and those who started watching at middle and not from the start might not understand the plot and might feel less connection on /with the show. Aside that i enjoy the show, cuz i had started from the start.
Well, stopping now. Wonder what i'll write next time.
Home is flooded again. It's said the flood is 5 years cycle thing. Kinda sad, that i cant be there helping them moving things to higher ground.
I remember my first flood, during final exams. Had to study under candle light, but luckily they were cancelled. Even when they resumed, i had to balanced my self on chairs to get to the school's 2nd level.
(Reminiscing the past, i felt like a grumpy old man now)
Flood is always a bad thing, disrupt economy. Destroy things, makes buildings a little unsightly when water sep through the wall and leave its watermark, which can't be removed/washed unless with another coat of paint. Plus the flood stinks.
Rats swimming. Stray animals drowned.................. and thus................................
I remember after the first flood, there had been less stray cats meowing and lurking around my house.
I hope this blog can be saved. I'd sure want to read this 30-50 years later. I bet it would be fun. I had always remember stuff if my memory can be tickled. To this moment whenever i saw something related to past i'd always start imagine them.
Move on.
Anyone saw Friday Nights Lights (emphasis on Lights), football drama in Texas. Starred Kyle Chandler, Early Edition main actor. They are ok, fun to watch and infact kinda interesting to watch their characther development and how they react differently because of that. The bad thing is there's too much char and those who started watching at middle and not from the start might not understand the plot and might feel less connection on /with the show. Aside that i enjoy the show, cuz i had started from the start.
Well, stopping now. Wonder what i'll write next time.
Friday, February 2, 2007
My first toned down rant..
My first blog at last....
after so many months of blogging intent, i actually start blogging today. Wonder why....
well now that i have one, .........................
i'm stuped, totally stuped of what could i possibly put in this blog. I guess i'm a noob blogger......
oh well since i just bought a couple of books and read some let me write something about them....
on the second thought ..'write something about one of them'...
Have anyone watch/read anything related to Dresden ?
Watch a nice horror/fantasy/mystery private-eye/wizard story called The Dresden Files <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Dresden_Files> or
Read one of Dresden book???
I did, i watch episode 101 and read book 1 'Storm Front'.
I want to write something about the book.
The story is about the only professional white wizard in Chicago (not going to elaborate much on that since it's been done on wiki).
The story is pretty interesting, it engaged me to keep reading from start to end. Whereas usually i wouln't start engaged not before reaching the good part of a story (action, problem, climax, etc).
I really like the book plus with tv show, it became so much easier to imagine while reading.
But then, i usually like most of the book i read till finish, the difficult part is getting me to start reading again. I guess i'm those called old fashioned reader, only read what's known or what i'm comfortable with. I hardly tried new books from other writers even if they are super famous or so.
Oh well i think i'm out of words.... in sum, Dresden book 1 is good can't wait to get my hand on 2nd one.
after so many months of blogging intent, i actually start blogging today. Wonder why....
well now that i have one, .........................
i'm stuped, totally stuped of what could i possibly put in this blog. I guess i'm a noob blogger......
oh well since i just bought a couple of books and read some let me write something about them....
on the second thought ..'write something about one of them'...
Have anyone watch/read anything related to Dresden ?
Watch a nice horror/fantasy/mystery private-eye/wizard story called The Dresden Files <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Dresden_Files> or
Read one of Dresden book???
I did, i watch episode 101 and read book 1 'Storm Front'.
I want to write something about the book.
The story is about the only professional white wizard in Chicago (not going to elaborate much on that since it's been done on wiki).
The story is pretty interesting, it engaged me to keep reading from start to end. Whereas usually i wouln't start engaged not before reaching the good part of a story (action, problem, climax, etc).
I really like the book plus with tv show, it became so much easier to imagine while reading.
But then, i usually like most of the book i read till finish, the difficult part is getting me to start reading again. I guess i'm those called old fashioned reader, only read what's known or what i'm comfortable with. I hardly tried new books from other writers even if they are super famous or so.
Oh well i think i'm out of words.... in sum, Dresden book 1 is good can't wait to get my hand on 2nd one.
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